hello . 

today i was in school and that .. 

now im home , 

and i've been thinking .

im only gonna write my thougts and dreams in this blogg . 

just so you know :)

fuck, now I do not care at all
Why should I stay
you say "yes, it will be okay, you will feel good"
But can not stand anymore, do you not think I suffer?
Please, take me away, away from this world
To a place where everything is wonderful and has no trouble
I go over each day but I try to be happy huh
Now I try to stop it are never good
It feels like it's over now
For I can no more
God is not listening to me
how hard I pray
Have you checked on my soul?
Then you know how much shit, I'm in there wearing
In my innermost room only deep wounds
Life is a game and I got ones to miss
Everything feels so worthless just want to get away
Away to the other side of the sky or something
only feel a sense of happiness again
Just be happy and laugh again
There was a time when I loved my life
But now everything has changed, nothing is the same
I wish I never been born, now I just want to die
I never will do anything to whatever I do
It feels like everything is happening, it's just my fault
I love you mom, but what am I going to
Getting away is the only one I want
It's awful to feel like this
There is nothing you can do
just continue to struggle is the only thing you hear
It's hard to be strong and keep their spirits remain
I will live or die
I even have no choice
Want to go to heaven and staying there forever

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the last two weeks have been like hell ..  in one week is it school leaving ..  i don't want to have summer ..  not now , everything is like crap .. im crying ALOT just becouse of this ..  elina is in vietnam/thailand + mia and carro going ...

hello ..  now , she's gone :''(  she's on the plane now ,  mia and I have crying all day ....  anyway , i need to go now ://  Peace ! ...

hello ..  tomorrow im gonna break down ..  me and mia are free from school tomorrow becouse elina goes to thailand and vietnam so we going to say goodbye when they goes to arlanda .  im crying now .. and i'll gonna cry all night , I will not be...

elina baby .  im going to miss you so damn much ..  when you'll go to thailand and vietnam . why do you need to go ?  im going to die if i see a pic of you or hear your voice ..  i love you so much .  we can't have no summer memorys ?  ...

hello ! ;)    today i've bin in school .  after that i came home and eat and i have cleaning my room so now is it soo nice (Y)  and tonight im sleeping with my sister in hers apartment .  so i can only be social on the phone (mp)0765802692 ...